my fam, bowling. * I was so bad I could barly hold the ball, so my professional bowling career may be on pause….*
#meekamalcou #girl #laroux #face
So today I met with the final hurdle in making my srs happen. Ive been approved. so I just wait for the phone call for more information. so thats great news. Shes just waiting for my documents stating my possible being a hermaphrodite. lol you would think it of being a more obvious thing but it isnt always. I might have ovaries. Not sure what that means. But it could be a good thing. either way im approved by the head honcho of srs assignment approval where i live lol so wooh! she also took care of my gender marker so um fffffck! after. spent the day thrift shopping and getting lunch with my mum. found lots of cute things for cheap. Im happy but im not going o get myself excited till im waking up from the operation.
I finally was contacted by the person which would be my last hurdle in getting my srs. She said I’ll have to wait till sept I said ok hung up balled my eyes out. When I finished crying because I’m so over waiting the phone rings and ooh she had a cancelation tomorrow at 10 am.! I took of course, called my mom and she was like don’t worry we will get there no matter what * were two hours away* and aweh! It went from shity to happy in like five minutes. Hah now the tears are starting again I just need it to be done so I can start life. People really don’t get it. They think no one sees you naked just go about your day. It effects my everyday I always feel uncomfortable. It brings my anxiety up. It makes me feel hideous, and disfigured. Makes me feel like I’m hiding. I always have the fear of what if they find out. For some people they don’t care. But personal experience I’m treated differently by ppl that don’t know. I’m treated better even by ppl ok with it. But yeah get me on that slab I’m 20 years ready fer sheesh.